Ever turn the lights off to go to sleep, close your eyes, and realize how completely alone you are? Got so far down into that deep, dark place that you had to roll over and turn on the lights, leave a lamp on, sleep on top of the covers with your head at the foot of your bed? Slep for 5 minutes and woke up again all night because of the images in your memory- the torture that kept you awake? Woke up in the morning and hated yourself for being the way you are, for the way you think? Looked in the mirror and wanted to puke because the girl you saw wasn't who she used to be? Saw how much weight she gained since you last really saw her? Watched yourself thru someone else's eyes all day- all the junk you ate, all the stupid, crabby things you said to people? Ever gone to bed miserable from thinking back on the day, and wishing you'd been nicer, kinder, a little happier? Ever turn the lights off to go to sleep, close your eyes, and realize how one thing could change everything? Got so far down into that deep, dark place and realized the biggest mistake of your Life changed your Life?